Good Morning 

Oh, where do I even begin? For the last one and a half years, I’ve been locked in an epic showdown with a narcissist who clearly thinks I’m their personal punching bag. Breaking up with a narcissist? Hilarious! It's not just a simple “goodbye”! Oh no, it’s more like a never-ending sequel where they keep attacking until you’re all out of steam and barely functioning. They’ve swiped the most essential parts of my life, but apparently, that wasn't enough for them; even when I went radio silent, they kept the attacks coming. I’m really done talking about it, but here I am, writing this down so people can finally see the real monster behind the mask. If you know someone else stuck in this circus, do them a favor and help them unmask the clown. Trust me, that's the best way to stop them.

So, on May 9th, I was finally feeling like I might just escape this madness. I even booked a weekend getaway. But surprise, surprise! The airport turned into another game (this time it was not him; it was something else)  and I desperately wanted to hit pause. I stumbled upon some delightful little tidbits about myself online, along with my pictures being taken and passed along who knows where. There were curious eyes everywhere. I spent 19 hours a day questioning my sanity while no one bothered to listen to me. So, naturally, I decided to spend the sunniest days of summer cooped up inside. Genius move!

And let’s keep it real🧐 I’m also broke now, which really adds a nice touch to the whole escape plan. How did I manage that? Well, I whipped up a couple of creative projects and emailed two different people about them because, you know, variety is key. But guess what? Crickets! Neither of them bothered to respond. Is this because of the delightful game I’ve been stuck in since May 9th, or did they just not want to hear my groundbreaking ideas?

I know I can change the world; that must be why someone keeps pulling my legs out from under me.

So, is the game finally over? What was all that chaos? Am I just a loser now?

Thanks for the clarity! 

Are You With Me?

Yesterday, I put on a red hoodie but they were still too sweet! 🤗 Watching them felt so serene and I couldn’t shake off the thoughts of wildfires and the tragic losses in France, Italy, Turkey, Greece, Spain and beyond. I’ve been mulling over ways we can make a small but meaningful impact, and this morning, I shot off an email to an amazing person who’s been making waves with their projects.

We really can’t live without nature and our wild friends, they need our help right now!

Let’s get to making a difference! Sure, we might be a bit late, but hey, every little bit counts, right?

Hey everyone, it’s great to be back!

Today, I want to share some thoughts on mental health. First off, I’m not perfect, and I don’t believe in perfection. Life has its cracks, and I’ve come to love those imperfections, they’re part of who I am. I’ve faced tough times and periods that challenged me mentally, but I’m proud to say I’ve come through stronger. When I look back at my own writing, I can hardly believe how resilient I’ve become.

Sometimes, it’s not that we’re mentally unwell; it’s that the people around us feel distant or disconnected. In reality, nobody is truly “normal.” I’ve always had a passion for reading, especially books on psychology and philosophy. There’s something magical about diving into someone else’s life. It’s like walking in their shoes and understanding their thoughts and emotions, which deepens my appreciation for what it means to be human.

Lately, I’ve noticed some judgment from others when they see me driving, laughing, dancing, or even shedding a tear. Apparently, showing my feelings makes me “crazy.” But honestly, have you ever listened to Adam Sandler’s radio on Spotify without cracking a smile? If you haven’t, we should chat! And those upbeat 'EDM tracks' can you really listen without moving? NF’s music resonates with me on a deep level; it’s not just about tears, it reflects everything I’m feeling.

If being emotional means I’m “crazy,” then I’ll wear that label with pride. I value my vibrant emotions and embrace the beautiful chaos of being human. So, feel free to call me what you like; it doesn’t bother me. 

I’M GOOD WITH WHO I AM. 

Instead of spending a whole day chatting about cars, diamonds, scantily clad woman, and pricey shoes, how about we take a moment to glance at this map and figure out what on earth is going on in the world?

How Do You Sleep?

Not important!

It’s not even news, but it seems someone is having a meltdown since I dared to remove Instagram from my phone. So, in a brilliant move, she decided to have my neighbor sport a t-shirt covered in slogans. How original!

News flash: I’m not part of your war! The only battle here is the one you’re waging with yourself. Wishing you all the peace in the world. 

Good luck with that!

Important Insight!

This afternoon, I came across a map that shows our air quality today.

It's a real eye-opener about how vital forests are! You can see that the most livable areas are usually close to these green spaces. 

This map really illustrates the positive impact trees have on our environment. 

Keep this in your mind as we appreciate nature for air! Clean air is vital for our well being and health of our planet and unfortunately, you can all see on this map how ill our planet is. 

We are the reason for this illness, the question is: can we change? Yes, a bit! We are both the illness and the cure, because we live here. 

Are you coming to the tree?

Learning: Fun

Eight days ago, I reached out to 112 to express my concerns about a troubling situation in a location. After the police arrived, I returned home, expecting to hear back about what transpired. I called them three or four times for updates, but each time, I was told to wait for a callback. As a mother, I deserved to be informed.

Finally, today, I had a visit from two officers. The male officer launched into a series of accusatory questions, suggesting that I should not driving to see my daughter in the future again. He even questioned my choice to be at home alone, implying there was something wrong with it. I live in my own house! why is that an issue? Does being single make me a target? Am I judged for not having multiple relationships?

When he asked what I was doing, I pointed to my computer! Let’s hope he likes reading.

It’s crucial to end the racism and perform your duties with professionalism!

Brain!

Anyone can be hired with money! Those questions were specifically designed to humiliate me!

There was a question in the “threads” : something you can’t buy with money? At that moment, someone was fighting me just like you, and I answered “brain.” I still agree.

Nonsense

Oh, here we go again!

I just stumbled upon a delightful little gem on a website something you might call an article, but I prefer “nonsense” from Bing. It was all about how to look more intelligent! And lo and behold, there was a picture of a woman in glasses, perfectly matching the pair I wore yesterday. So, thanks for keeping tabs on my wardrobe; you really know how to brighten my day!

But let’s get real for a second. Shouldn’t the focus be on actually becoming more intelligent rather than just looking the part? You’re really setting a stellar example for the next generation, aren’t you? Just so we’re clear, I don’t wear these glasses to seem smart. My vision is a little complicated, one eye’s got the short end of the stick, the other one’s got the long. I shouldn’t have to explain that, but clearly, some need a bit of clarification.

Let’s stop instilling jealousy and hate in the youth. We’re all on a one, way ticket to the same end, and life’s too short for bitterness.

Have a fabulous Sunday! 

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